Today was a good day March 15, 20

Today seemed to be one of those days that goes on and on. This morning began rather slow, then it went full crescendo into excitement, determination and regained positivity. I know that people, myself included will go through shit in life that will create a negative day or two. Or in my case, a week..anyways….

I watched a movie, which is something I do a lot these days; good grief! called Joy. With Isabella Rosellini, a gorgeous woman I’ve always admired for beauty, Robert Deniro whom I love for his role in Stardust, Bradley Cooper whom I absolutely adore for his good looks and voice. Finally Jennifer Lawrence. She’s in several movies that are in my favourite pile. This movie was amazing! It was about a woman that was the glue of her family and had fallen upon hard times. She was driven crazy to the point she created an idea. This idea is what the movie was about. See? not only was Joy the backbone for several people, but she is still to this day one of the bigger inventors for the HSN. Fabulous. Throughout the movie she went through trials and tribulations but what made me love her was her perseverance and determination. 

This movie was just what I needed to see at the right time. I have been feeling hopeless, listless and a teeny bit depressed about this Queen Bee Cleaning company of mine. If Joy can go through so much bullshit in her life and “just keep swimming”, so to speak, then why the hell can’t I? I set out with positive and determination to make this day mine. By good grief did I kick it’s ass!! 

I now have enough information to properly write a good, solid business plan. l have complete hope and faith that this will work. I have a book of eco-friendly recipes for home cleaning supplies. I’ve got an arsenal of books to help me on my journey to becoming a successful entrepreneur. However, my books got a few chuckles from my husband. See? most of them were an idiot’s guide, or the complete dummies types of books. Whatever. I want the plain and simple version of everything broken down so my short reading attention, did that make sense? span doesn’t lose its flame. 

With renewed hope, regained positivity I am ready to try this again. I’m not going to let a few people or their negativity rain on my parade. I have Joy to thank for all of this. I will be finding out everything I can about her. See if she has succumbed to the social media side of the world. I’d love to be able to sit and chat with her to just be in the presence of such a beautiful and empowering woman. She knows what it’s like to be a little fish swimming in a tank/world full of sharks. Thank you so much Joy!!!

In the words of one of my favourite gangster rappers, Ice Cube “Today was a good day”. Indeed it was. I seemed to find myself, or at least caught a glimpse of that crazy determined girl I used to be. I am so excited for the future and what it holds for Queen Bee Cleaning. I’m excited for everything it can be, for the cleaning products I will create, for the people I will meet along my journey.For once in a very very long time, I am so positively excited for my future.

I hope you have had just a fabulous day as myself. I hope tomorrow brings nothing but amazing and awesome kick ass things for you! If not, try the next day. Dust yourself the fuck off, wipe those tears, get back on that saddle, grab that damn bull by the horns and hold on for the ride of your fuckin life! Just hold on, my lovely. You can do it!!